Cry Blog

Las Nite was really happy n funny…. Pc n Hc were the 2 models tat i refering to. Act, they are my course mate. But as tonite v got our education’s nite, they try on their gown to us. Pc is the main model. She has changed 3 suits and take a lot lot photo. She so ‘qiao’, tats wat her boyfren said when she send her photo to him. Haha, but she is really ‘qiao’ and u sure will laugh when saw her photo. but, of coz i can publish la coz is her properties ya! HeeHee… As for tat Ms Hc, she also very xcited. kip taking photo by herself (play "zi pai"). Haha, got so many pieces of her photo! We really like ‘Sot Sot’ d, talking nonsense and taking photo and decorate them. As for me, i was so lazy to change in my dress. so, i jus kip taking their photo, asking them to give me a post. Hahahahaha…. Well, most people think why we have our nite so much early bcos usually is hold during the 2nd semester. Act, tis nite already started planning las semester. is not a farewell party as we all are 4th year student, still got 2 more years to go. V jus hold it for fun. cos u c, it is not a society activity and v hold it ourselves.. As conclusion, v jus wan to enjoy ourself!! 2nite is the nite, and hopefully we do enjoy it!!=)

Dear cy, how r u??? really happy to c u comment in my blog.. ya, i know, u can only online for sometime,tats wat sk told me.. realy miss u lot..haih, but u cant online so often.why???? haha.. like sk said, she is most lucky 1 b cos b4 tat she can msn wif and now she can msn wif me.. but, i cant msn wif u!! haih…

but, i do believe no matter how, u r still one of the person i miss n remember most…really LOVE you…take k ya…muacks……………

haha, tis sem i m going to be a farmer lo….my group plant red spinach, very good vege. weird? nope, tis is one of my assignmen in one of the paper i registered. well, the work can be quite tiring. 1st, v hav to prepare the bed. tat 1 really hard. got to ‘cangkul’ the soil, spread fertilizer (tahi ayam), clear the grass n so on…. tat time got flu, so really feel like suffocated = cant hardly breath.. now, the vege grow lo…can see red plants coming out..the green oso seems to appear a lot around the red one..tats the RUMPAI = the plants v do not want! so, v hav to routine to go water n remove al the grass around the vege..but when u saw ur ‘baby’ coming out, u feel satisfied and happy n excited.. really!!hehe…hopefully, it will grow healtily n good….

The Penang Bridge Run is coming….30th July…n… I m going 4 duty. Really tired now. Jus finish officer meeting bout the 20th aniversary of SJAMUSM. In the morning got weekly meeting some more. Haih, really tired la. Talking bout the aniversary, it is gonna be hold in year 2008! But since it involve a grand ceremony, i mean involve the Penang state, so we gonna hav an really early preparation. I m one of d Timbalan Pengarah n gonna incharge of the Morning activities. Well, i m not volunteer in getting this post, but bcos i m taking a 4 years course = Sc wif Education. That’s mean i will graduate on year 2008 n tats y i was chose to b 1 of the TP. Well, may b tis is a training or xperience to me to hold an big activity! Cos when i was an exco, i m d Treasurer 4 all Ko-K activities. Hopefully i can do well!! haha….wish me luck ya~~

As 4 d duty, i m gonna going at 3AM on sunday n maybe till 1030am. Phew, really a long duty ya. But i quite xcited wif it. It is my second big duty other than d Thaipusam in the early year. I tink i really can learn more from tis duty. But, after that i sure will die!! Haha, cos Sunday afternoon we got another weekly meeting (2nd) at 2pm. Den i got a group discussion at 4pm. Phew, hopefully i can survive! haaahaaa…

Starting tis sem, most of my saturday n sunday will be gone…..Y?? I present it to StJohn weekly meeting that normaly at saturday, 4 d project (planting) that need us to go water d plan every morning n evening xcept rainy days, field trip n so on. Alto that, i m quite enjoying it. haha.. Gambate to myself la..

"aza aza fighting"….=p

24^th June 2006

Hmm, 2 more days is my 22^nd birthday. Time really passed fast. I am already 22 years old. I can’t believe it? Hah! My father always says that I don’t really like 22 years old woman. Not my ‘looks’ but my behavior, always “arguing” with him and my sister. Really funny ya!! But, I think you are always a KID in the eyes of your parents, always and forever.

Well. What should I give for my birthday present? Hmm, I went to a salon to cut my hair. Well, it may not a big deal for most people, but is different for me. It is my first time having a hair cut outside! Yup, my mother always helps us to cut our hair. She was once a hairdresser. So, normally I had my hair cut done by my mum. That’s why I love to cut my hair so often! It’s free, anyway! Haha… This day, I went for a hair cut outside. Hmm, actually there is no big different except you have to pay for the service! RM 8.

25^th June 2006

At night, my friends (juniors – Buddhist association) help me to celebrate my birthday in a café shop. They invite the part time singers there to play the guitar and sing the birthday songs to me. And the café’s boss daughter treats me a piece of her birthday cake too.

My friends did buy me a cake but they didn’t take it out in the shop. Reason is they didn’t want to dirty the shop!? Hah, so they try their very best to TRICK me to other place to give me. Well, the actress not really good in acting or I should say that I am very sensitive or clever?? Haha. I know what they are going to do. So, I just follow their car until the place they decided but I didn’t stop. They thought I was going back and they chase me. Actually, I just go a round and drive back to the place. But, they are gone. I waited for a quite some time, and I found out that they have followed a wrong car! They thought is me! Hahahaha. Really funny! It’s a really fun night after all.

26^th June 2006

“HaPpY BiRtHdAy” to me!! Heehee. Is a special day for me but I didn’t do anything very special that day. In Buddhism, this day we should be gratitude to our parent especially our MUM. This is because she has to face a big risk of losing her life to give birth to us and she has to suffer the pain during labour. So, we called this day “Mu Nan Ri” in Chinese. Thanks MUM & DAD.

That night I went out for a small gathering with friends at that MacDonald near my house area. As usual, we talked a lot…….a lot of NONSENSE! =p but really enjoyed it, drinking a lot of coke and eating a lot of French fries. Funny things happened that day. First, somebody confuse and nearly forgot to fetch someone. Then, that somebody ate the wrong burger and only realize after finished half of the burger. Don’t know if that somebody got bad taste bud! Haha. Who’s that somebody?? Heehee, figure it out yourself la!! =P

Later, we went for a bowling session at IOI Mall. I haven’t touched that bowling ball for a very very long time already! Thus, I always score the DRAIN, no matter the left or the right one. Hahaha.

So, my birthday passed. I am 22 years + 1 day old………..

9^th July 2006

New semester started. I am a 3^rd year student. Old already?? NO!! Haha, I am just 22 years old ma. =P Time really going fast. I already finished half of my course. Next year, most of the friends are going to graduate except those 4 years course students like ME! After that, they have to face the reality world, getting a job! But some may be lucky, able to further studies overseas or local. Hope everyone enjoy what they are doing now.

Well, starting this semester I will live in a new place. I had already live 2 years hostel life so now going to try a new environment. I am living in an apartment just in front the campus side gate, University Heights. Well, I think it will be more challenging than living in hostel. Why? First, I used to live a 2 person life. I mean that 2 person per hostel. But now, there are 6 people in the house (One is Mass Communication and Pharmacy student and the rest is Education students). So conflict will happened more easily. But I hope this will not happen because I feel that my housemates are quite nice and friendly. Secondly, electricity, water and so on. When living in hostel, you don’t really have to bother about the usage of electricity and water. But now, I got to. Still, there is more fun living outside. When boring you can always go out have fun as the transportation is easier here. In addition, I feel this is a home and we will be able to cook ourselves when free. Really do enjoy now.

haha, 2day we finally have our wireless network done. Tat man ya, really bad o! ‘Give us aeroplane’ las nite. but, he said he was sick.so, can do anything lo..

hmm, but but, cyi cant surf net edi. cos she now in Sibu. haih, realy got a bit of dissappointment.

alto can surf net easily, but i don know i will b "hardworkin" do it cos tis semester i m taking full units, tat is 20 units. plus, i hav to busy wif St john duty too.

Tis sem i m goin to learn archery. very looking 4 it. v r goin 2 start 2mrw. hopefully i wont get kill! haha…. the instructor said that there is still no record of people get kill by playing archery!!hahahahahaha…..

new sem start, gambateh la everyone!!JIAYOU>>>

Well well, i really haven’t had a good start in my blog. So, i decided to write down everything i remember and feel in the last 2 years…

Remember that day, I received a call from Kee, saying that we are able to check the offer from university…. Oh, is my fifth choice. How disappointed I am. But, after knowing that there are still a lot of people unable to get within their 8 choices, I don’t feel that disappointed as it is one of my choice. Besides that, teaching is a good career after all. Haha, I hope that I will be able to be a good teacher in the future. =p But, is too too too far away from home…Penang!!!

Well, let me recall the first day to USM. I am quite afraid but also look forward to the university life. This is the first time I left home to study and so far away from home!! In addition, I am going alone without any close friends. Sometime really feel lonely when I recall back. Most of the people are going as a group. I really feel jealous when I saw them in group. But, what can I do? I have chosen to study in Penang, a place far away from home.

After settle everything, give payment, take keys, gift and so on, we went to my temporary room. Well, my roommates are two Malays from Johor. There isn’t any unpleasant things happen between us, but I am not used to their life especially when they are doing their prayers. But, they are nice.

The saddest moment come when my family decided to go back. Oh, really unbearable. I try not to cry in front of them and my feeling is worst. I feel like my heart is going to break into pieces!! I won. I didn’t cry in front of them. But, I do cry when I was alone in the room. I feel lonely. That’s really the worst moment I have been through.

The orientation week is really tiring. No bus, we have to walk from our Desa to the hall. Plus, the weather is so dry at night. No wind at all! After all the talks and speeches, we finally can rest. Haih, this is the bad place to live in. It only has a small wall fan (not ceiling fan). So hot till the next day I was wet. But, the hall was so cold. So when you come out, you feel like you are going to explode.

So after the tiring orientation week and also ‘headache’ course registrations, finally, lectures start. No bad, I am starting to know more course mate. Through assignments, we became close and I am starting to feel that I am not lonely. But, still there is no one that is really close to me. Well, friends are easy to find but close friends are hard to get.

So ALL MY DEAREST FRIEND, we must treasure our friendship because it needs a lot of “缘分”to bring us together and have a lot of ‘sour, sweet, bitter and spicy’ memories that will always live in our heart.

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!

To all my beloved frens, this is my 1st time writing a blog!!!!

but, i’ll b away 4 a few months b4 i can update my blog again….sop sop….

i m goin back penang coming monday!!! haih, sop sop…

hmmm, as this is my 1st time, i actually don know what to share wif u all…

eeee, let’s talk about FRENS ba!!!

i really feel that our frenship have b come …… not as good as b4… less common conversation, and feel that there is a gap among us..i don know, mayb i alone study in Penang so v don hav the same xperience like wat v hav in secondary school….

but still, i luv my frens. i m so so lucky to hav a group, a very big group of frens. n i m very proud too to having u all..cannot b replacable…hahaha…

lastly, wish u all hav a MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY YEAR 2006..May all ur big big dreams can come true….

so, c ya in chinese new year lo… bye n gambate ne!