Archive for September, 2006

我是怎么了??!!

Saturday, September 30th, 2006

我是怎么了??!眼眶开始湿湿了,但是还是没掉下来。看了哥写的一些东西‘感触’特别深。对呀,没有她就不会有今天的我们。她的教导,鼓励,支持和一切的一切我都很感激。谢谢你,姑。我不是一个感性的人,不善于对自己的家里人说感性的话。但是,我是真的真得很高兴我们是一家人。谢谢你们。。。

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我到底是怎么了?考试即将到来,可是,我心却不能集中。上个学期已如此,所以才跑了回家。这学期又如何呢?我觉得好累,好无聊。。。好像失去了推动力。要说是因为忙,我又觉得不是。毕竟我还有时间做别的事。我真的不知道为什么会这样!希望考试越近,心就会越集中吧。。。

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我又怎么了呢??一个人为什么会转变的这么快??对待别人不能以真正的自己吗??为什么要带上这么多的面具呢??不会觉得很累吗??和平相处,努力一起为共同的‘目标’奋斗,不好吗??为什么不试着了解彼此,忍让彼此的缺点,一起努力呢??为什么要做出这么多伤人及误会的事呢??容忍真的是件很难的事吗??彼此包容,谅解真的有那么辛苦吗??自己所付出的一切只是为了让别人赏识和要让别人知道自己做了,牺牲了很多而不是因为自己愿意的吗??让别人知道自己付出了很多真的这么重要吗??不是因为想做,想和大伙们享受一起努力奋斗的感觉而付出的吗??我真的真得很不了解这是为什么!!我真得真的很伤心,很失望。。。

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我是怎么了呀??这种感觉越来越强烈。曾经,让我感觉是个温暖及开心的‘第三个家’,去了哪里??每次去到总有一种越来越陌生的感觉,不想在里面多留一下。就是因为这样,我不常去了。只有必要的时候才会逗留比较久。以前的那些快乐时光好像已找不回来,只能永远留在心中和记忆里。天下没有不散的宴席,这一切一切的美好回忆将会留在我心里。。。

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现在是傍晚六点钟。我是怎么了??昨晚没睡好,刚才在开会的时候还觉得很累呢。现在这么那么精神呀??天气这么凉快,应开是个好睡的时候吧!!哈~~ ~~ ‘我是怎么了呢?’。。。。。。。。。。。。。

i really aim my target??

Tuesday, September 19th, 2006

congratulations….my team won the archery competition in SUKAD (Sukan Antara Desasiswa)…heehee..Phew…it wasnt really an easy win.. 1st day, we were shooting a 30 meter distance. well, luckily, we were leading with 80++ marks more than the 2nd team. and my personal result is 199/360, rank 6 among 32 contestants and each person has to shoot total 36 arrows. for a newcomer like me, i tink i m really hapi n satisfied with my performances. Don laugh o!! if u tink is easy, go ahead and shoot. See how is ur result!!=p

for the 2nd day, is the 20 meter distance. as usual, each person has to shoot 36 arrows. well, my team is 60++ marks behind tat 2nd team for tis 20 meter distance. Luckily, the grand total (30m + 20m) of our team is still the highest, 20 marks more than the 2nd group. phew, its really very near.haha.. and for my personal result (total) is 391(199 +192), overall rank 7. well, alto i m not quite satisfied with my 20m performance, but it is still better than my usual trainings. all i can say is tat, i had try my best in every arrows i have shooted.

las but not least….YAHOO!!!!We Were The Champion!!!=p

Phew..one more to go!!

Monday, September 11th, 2006

After coming back from the 1 week break, my godness, all my ‘lovely & cutie’ saturday and sunday gone!! From 1st Sept to 3rd Sept, i was goin to Cameron Highland. Well, u may tink i m goin 4 holiday, but WRONG!!! It was a field trip, compulsory for all BBT302 student. It is quite fun bcos v can visit a lot of place with beautiful scenary with a big ‘Bunch’ of frens. 1st day we went to Cactus Valley, then FAMA. There are realy a lot of cacti, some even as old as 70 years old. For FAMA, v look at the way they grade tomatoes into different size. Nex day, v went to MARDI and Boh Tea Plantation. Mardi is really a nice place to visit. It has a lot of vegetations, fruits and flowers and also beautiful buildings and structure to take photo. There also got a lot of strawberry and sold at rm5 per pack. But, the most delicious one is the strawberry ice-cream. Wow, really nice!! Yum~~~ haha… Boh Plantation…wow…tired man. bcos our bus cant drive up to the factory (road very narrow), so v have to walk up there (i tink v hav walk for 3km or may b more). so tiring n cold to die!ha. bcos it is raining. i really feel hard to breath wif my nose. but, the scenery is beautiful with a very organize and nice tea plant. as we getting up the hill, the scenery is superb!! really nice!!"ICHIBAN"..Its worth visit there!! For the last day, v went to the Aked Peladang, Kea Market, Strawberry Park and Butterfly Farm. Mostly, it bring us to buy somethings before going back Pg. That’s how i spend this two sat and sun. It may be Fun…but the NOT FUN part come after this. We have to do a Report on this trip. Is not an ordinary report like u write about the trip only. bcos tis paper is called ‘Botani Ekonomi’, v have to write more details and specific, eg wat latest method or system use in farming=Fertigation and so on. Then, monday come and class as usual.

The past ‘lovely & cutie’ sat and sun also gone again!! Tis time is the field work for BOM112, Ekologi Asas. Sat, i went to Pulau Jerejak, near Pg here. It was once the jail located but now is developed into a resort. v went there to do for Forest and Coastal sampling. The place is beautiful but the beach is very dirty, full of rubbish. One of the guide said that tis island is given to the authority (the hotel) fully incharge by the goverment, but i wonder y they din clean up the beach instead of letting them to be dirty! Haih… It was a good xperience for me. v learn how to use many instrument.eg, clinometer to measure the ‘kecerunan’ of the place, wailing hygrometer to measure the temperature and humidity, lux meter to measure the intensity of the light and so on. really nice…so, where my sun go rite??hah, tis field trip din end like tat. i still nid to do for grassland and lake sampling. tis was done on sunday in USM. tis was fun too. i went into the ‘parit besar’ to do some measurement wif two of the frens. I cant believe it tat i volunteer to do it. hah, but since tis is for xperience, i do it anyway. really unbelievable.=p tats how i finish the sat and sun. today as usual, went for a whole day class. tired..

the coming sat still got another field trip. Again, is for BBT302. v are going to Tasik Gelugor, at Seberang Perai from morning to afternoon. Then on Sunday, i got Sukad (Sukan Antara Desasiswa) for the archery, also for a whole day..phew..

See, continuously, my sat and sun gone!!b4 tat, most of my sat and sun gone for St John’s activity and also Farming (bayam merah). I like those outdoor activities very much rather than Lab work. but, continously is really a tiring job!! Plus, weekday still got classes, presentation, tutorial and so on…

With all those activities, tis semester really going very fast. In a month time, study week is coming. Then we will have the final exam for tis sem. Hopefully, everythings will be smooth and good..Jiayou~~