Cry Blog

Well well, i really haven’t had a good start in my blog. So, i decided to write down everything i remember and feel in the last 2 years…

Remember that day, I received a call from Kee, saying that we are able to check the offer from university…. Oh, is my fifth choice. How disappointed I am. But, after knowing that there are still a lot of people unable to get within their 8 choices, I don’t feel that disappointed as it is one of my choice. Besides that, teaching is a good career after all. Haha, I hope that I will be able to be a good teacher in the future. =p But, is too too too far away from home…Penang!!!

Well, let me recall the first day to USM. I am quite afraid but also look forward to the university life. This is the first time I left home to study and so far away from home!! In addition, I am going alone without any close friends. Sometime really feel lonely when I recall back. Most of the people are going as a group. I really feel jealous when I saw them in group. But, what can I do? I have chosen to study in Penang, a place far away from home.

After settle everything, give payment, take keys, gift and so on, we went to my temporary room. Well, my roommates are two Malays from Johor. There isn’t any unpleasant things happen between us, but I am not used to their life especially when they are doing their prayers. But, they are nice.

The saddest moment come when my family decided to go back. Oh, really unbearable. I try not to cry in front of them and my feeling is worst. I feel like my heart is going to break into pieces!! I won. I didn’t cry in front of them. But, I do cry when I was alone in the room. I feel lonely. That’s really the worst moment I have been through.

The orientation week is really tiring. No bus, we have to walk from our Desa to the hall. Plus, the weather is so dry at night. No wind at all! After all the talks and speeches, we finally can rest. Haih, this is the bad place to live in. It only has a small wall fan (not ceiling fan). So hot till the next day I was wet. But, the hall was so cold. So when you come out, you feel like you are going to explode.

So after the tiring orientation week and also ‘headache’ course registrations, finally, lectures start. No bad, I am starting to know more course mate. Through assignments, we became close and I am starting to feel that I am not lonely. But, still there is no one that is really close to me. Well, friends are easy to find but close friends are hard to get.

So ALL MY DEAREST FRIEND, we must treasure our friendship because it needs a lot of “缘分”to bring us together and have a lot of ‘sour, sweet, bitter and spicy’ memories that will always live in our heart.

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!